everlasting unrequited adoration

waaahh.

i finally saw the video every fan girls are talking about.

the..

"...kanjiru rizumu..."

line of FUMI. ♥ ♥ ♥

yep, i do agree that it is L-O-V-E

very special thanks to a person for this one. 

*you know who you are *

i didn't include your name for protection purposes (naks!) but really, a great thanks to you! :D

earlier this afternoon, i went to visit my ate's multiply site. gadd, i didn't know that she went to sagrada familia in barcelona, spain during her europe trip last summer. damn when i looked at the pictures, i was so jealous. how i wish i have all the resources to go there. sagrada familia is one of the places i want to visit in the future, okay, i dream to visit in the future. this place captured my soul (naks!) when we reported about it during our spanish class two semesters ago.  pictures posted in the net, where we got the pictures, really gave me the oh-shit-i-want-to-go-there-in-the-future face.

ooh, i suddenly remembered, i ate this chocolate that bears pictures of famous tourist spots around the world in its wrapper, and when i looked at the wrapper of my chocolate it was sagrada familia. hahaha. what a coincidence. haha.

seriously, i can't get enough of the pictures of my ate. gadd, i'm really uber jealous. as in!

0000

i really want to go there in the future.
somebody take me there.

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oh EUROPE please wait for me...

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sana dalhin ako ng hangin ni egay papunta dun....

for everyone who's going to have their classes tomorrow. omedeto!

huh?? yep. you read it right!

i so envy those who're going to have their class tomorrow because i want to go to school A-S-A-P!

err, not to study though. it is because i so miss my school and blockmates and uniform?? LOL.

i want the "baon"
i want to play billiards.  (because i have no chance of playing billiards now.. because, i have no one to play                                                             with..)
i want to see everyone i want to see at school.   


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minna~~

i just listened to the kiiroi namida's OST, modori ame that is, and it's very cool (though, it sounded like grandma and grandpa's song). it has this oldie-oldie effect which will warp you uhhh, 15-20 years ago. XD LOL.  i enjoyed listening to it. maa, of course it is also kown as aiba's song. damn it! aiba's playing the guitar?? joudan janai. hahaha.

nino and ohno's voice is always lovely.

i like sho's voice here, there's a part where i laugh because of sho's voice. XD gomen, neko. hahahaha XD

jun, well, his voice here is good not the usual deep voice he has like in his part in sakura sake. hahaha. XD

as for fumi's??  the usual voice again demo the intro?? it almost killed me.........  uwaa~~ okay i'm dead.

i made a rough romaji ek-ek of the whole song..



gomen, if it's not that accurate demo it makes sense naman. haha.

i made it as i'm listening to it, XD and hey i'm no good in nihonggo, ne? so bear with my work. aheheheheh

give windrette some love because her ipod got stolen from her.

don't worry demi, you'll get another one with lots of memories too. i feel for you because that's what i felt when i lost my fone.

minna, i'm so tired today because i have been to a job hunt -ojt- earlier this morning in makati.  it's really tiring because we have to walk from building to building and we have to transfer from floor to floor using high technology elevators. wahahaha. me and my friends were like this-is-our-first-time-to-ride-this-kind-of-elevator-. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyways, i took pictures  of my friend's practical exam in experimental psychology, the hamster maze. weee. hamsters are really  cute pets.  wwaant to have one toooooo....

weeee.

*screams*

Kou Kou Kyoushi 2003 is making me go nuts. i have been addicted to this drama way back august of 2006 but then i stopped watching because episode 4 of the drama is not up in youtube so i waited and waited but not until i learned about cruncyroll. thank you very much! now, i've been addicted to the drama again and it's making nuts. as in! can't stop screaming while watching the drama. and now i'm currently watching episode 8 of it. and, and, and it's really  what-the-heck-have-you-done episode, uhh not so much of the episode but it contains a scene there wherein *&^@#$%^*&^%#$*&^%$#$%(*&^%$%^&^%$%^&^%$%^&^. yep, they did it. (gomen, but i don't want to include spoilerS) this drama's giving a heart attack for real. sheesh, i want to have a copy of it for myself. darn!

i wish it could happen to me too but not the #$%^&#$%^&*#$%^&*(#$%^& part, okies? (^_^) i'm still at a normal state of mind. XD
demo, i'm not saying that they're out of their minds it's just that they  "love" each other. ????? the word love is quoted because i'm in no position to conclude yet because i haven't finish the whole series yet but i'm way to near the ending. and i'm happy.

yep i'm waiting but not so vain. XD

i'm waiting for a miracle to happen. a miracle that i am always hoping for. a miracle that would somehow (i think!) that would change my life. a miracle that would make somehow (i think!) everything alright. a miracle that would make me happy and everyone else too. a miracle that would come true.

waaah. here i go again with my usual daydreams and wishful thinkings.

still lots of things to accomplish, i really need a miracle. who could give me that?                 

i would gladly exchange a whole bunch of kitkat chocolate chunky bar for a miracle. (^_^)

weeee.

*still a child at heart*

and now i'm addicted to kou kou kyoushi 2003.

minna.
watching aiba never fails to make me laugh!
just watched his A no arashi part with sho-chan wherein they're shaking sand timer.
it's one hell of laugh.

they're so good at it! hahaha.

minna can watch it here.
hahaha.

I should have done this presentation earlier but because of my brother i haven't.

THUS, I'm procrastinating.  i'm asked to report about Charles Baudelaire, wtf.  Okay, his works are outstanding, they say.  but what the hell i care about his poems, stories, and his life. its as if his going to help me in my so-called LIFE. -i'm not being bitter about this report, huh?- HOWEVER, (now a big however?!?!?-----)

HOWEVER, there is one statement of Baudelaire that i would want to share with all of you, and it goes something like this...


it really caught my attention.

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PS:

>>Congratulations to my group because we made it through our training requirement and it's a big relief 
*winks to ms_chaqueta and windrette*

>>Congratulations to windrette because she survived her first job interview *shakehands* ~~Uhh, feels like we're getting older and older! XD~~~

>>A big wave to yoristar because i saw her yesterday afternoon on my way to tan yan kee student center but never had the chance to have a chat with her. D: miss you yori-chan.

>>And, to all my arashi fangirls. miss you all! when will be the next fan-girl session?? XD,,

********HAVE TO WATCH LETTERS!! :D


v(^_^)v

just a thought.

earlier, windrette and i went to the post office and mailed letters * duh*. she sent mails to her LJ friends and i was inspired to mail international letters ~not that i haven't mailed international letters~ too.  i guess, it's the good old-fashioned way of getting connected with people and meeting new friends from different parts of the globe.

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also windrette and i have been asked to submit ourselves to our college's swdb office (student's welfare and development board) for not wearing proper uniform.  honestly, little did i know or i never really knew that we're only allowed to wear civilian clothes for the parade. thanks goodness, we're in very good terms with the office's coordinator. that was the very first time we signed a violation slip. a big thanks to our professor who made it very very very easy forus. *poses  an OK sign to windrette*

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played billiards with ms_chaqueta, windrette, and another classmate.  i want to commend demi for she has improved a lot, ne windrette?



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that's all.


ja! 

v (^_^) v

     

yatta!

my onichan is so good that he got me a dsl connection for my pc. kyaa~~ a really big congratulations to me. i'm drowning my pc with so much of downloads. haha. right now, i'm downloading the first episode of mukodono, with my ichiban of course, FUMI. i'm so happy with this gift from my onichan. well, it's not solely for me because he sometimes use it also.  haha. 

kyaa~~~~~~~

hontou ni omedetou to meeeeee..... =) 

yatta! yatta! yatta! got my new pc already. and it makes me wanna cry because of its specification. yatta! uhm i couldn't ask more from its specs. now, all that i need is a dsl connection *cries*. my onichan said he will avail of a dsl connection now that my pc is now better.  kyaaa~~ can't wait. right now i'm downloading my new yahoo messenger which is going to take me an hour and a half before i can fully use it. *wtf, so loser*

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earlier, many good things happened to me. there's the "bumping" incident with my not-so former crush, uhmm well, yeah partly, he still my crush. and there's this thing that i was informed of which made me really happier.  and i wanna thank that person for making me happy, *oh GOD please do extend my thanks to him, you know very well who he is* ~~~   

exams are hard. i bet professors are in bad mood when they made the exams. gawd, think i'll be leaving my school for real if i won't do any good this final period. preliminary exams are supposed to be over by this time but we still have exams next week. well enough of the examination curses. let me just spread arashi rabu-nessss.

i have watched and finished CxDxG no arashi cd 1 earlier this morning. yatta! and the boys are just so kawaii! i can't help but giggle and shout how cute they are.  they are just so adorable! oh-chan and matsumoto-kun in their dekiru-dekinai portion.  sakuraiba in their paperboat episode. waa. they're so kawaii! well i'm happy because most of the episodes in the first cd includes fumi. baka, baka, baka, baka-kawaii fumio!! i just like the way he utters suge, kuse, and kimochi warui.  *hoooot* . besides watching the cd i also watched ohno's top secret (for the nth time) four times and i can't stop admiring his flexi body. wait, does he have bones in his body? ~~~ moreover, i studied the silver ring song and found it very sweet, much sweeter than hitomi no naka no galaxy, i think? i'm addicted to the song (but not as much as my addiction to fumi's itsuka no summah), that i even stored the lyrics to my cellphone. LOL.  waah. 

arashi rabu-ness. 

still have an unfinished business with someone.  i need to message someone from lj and ask a favor. and i will die if she can do it for me. waaa. *pleads in advance*.    T.T

ooh, i'm starting to familiarize myself in downloading stuffs.  but i think i can't do it.  still has to learn from the experts. haha. LOL.

the pilot episode of hana yori dango 2 was just amazing as the pilot episode of hana yori dango 1.  it was a 2 hour special airing of hana yori dango 2 in channel 6 here in tokyo.  nothing in this world is permanent except for changes.  makino's brother grew up a bit and i bet he'S a little taller than makino.  LOL.　the f4'S faces matured also a bit but they're all good looking. hahaha. btw, i like the character of junpei-kun in the story. hahaha. he plays the antagonist in the story and he's hella good looking too especially when he's on glasses. yatta!!!!

the first episode is somewhat confusing, you keep on guessing whether it's the present or flashback.  waaah. the forst episode makes me wanna stay here in tokyo until the whole series finishes. *cries really hard* waaaahhhhh.  

sorry if it's not that entertaining. 

ooh, i recorded it for ms_chaqueta, windrette, and afterglowmegami.

i took the quiz   which arashi is your true lover??

and teh result is..

Congrats! Your true lover is Aiba Masaki! You are a type of girl that is very easy to talk to. You are very memorable. Once Aiba talks to you, and REALLY get to communicate with you, he'll for sure fall in love with you! You are very mature, and like to discuss all your feelings out. Honesty and being clear in every situation is best


wish it would come true!! hahaha.ＬＯＬ．

yatta!!!!!!

at long last.

ようこそ！！！

i'm here in japan just last wednesday. i miss my beswan!! nevertheless, i'm enjoying my stay here, of course!! wee. we're having lots of fun because last night was my cousin's 16th birthday party in peanuts bowl and we danced with old and new musics. yeah. okay, let me switch to my being a fan girl. i was asking my cousins if they know arashi, of course they know them but they hate them. sheessh. i was really sad about that. :(. to demi and kem and yea also thea, i was browsing through some magazine shelves　in nearby convenience stores but i couldn't find any mags which has arashi on it. sad thing. but i won't give up, though. oww, magomago arashi here is every sunday afternoon. the　weather here is さむい、hontou ni!:) socks i miss philippines already. oh btw, tomorrow i'm going to tokyo disneyland. yey.

じゃね!!!
いってらしゃい！！

it's all about rabu.

EMO-mode.

visa + plane ticket = happiness. got my visaand my plane ticket already which means i'm leaving for real. excited! (^^,)


i'm glad that i'll be able to watch hana yori dango's first airing on january 5, 2006. i'm so excited! really! i'll try to record it or to get screen caps if i can ~(even if i haven't tried it yet, i'm sure that i'm not going to be good at it, but who knows?)~ LOL.